I just had a therapy session with my bestie a few days ago. 
I had another break down and as always she was playing mom. In the almost 2 hours that we talked  I realized that I'm crazy... not crazy crazy but emotionally investing and trusting strangers crazy. I've had this issue of wanting everybody to be pleased, wanting everybody to be okay and sometimes it leaves me not being okay. The question I keep asking myself is am I going to lose myself for others to be fine or am I going to take charge and say fuck it to everybody's feelings? I keep praying to God that I forget, the forgiving part is easy because I easily forgive but forgetting is the challenging part.  When am I going to live my truth?
In May I wrote this big ass post about living my life and having to lose myself to live my life, it's crazy how situations repeats itself. I'm simply amused this time around. I don't know if I can be angry like the way I was before. I am disappointed but that's what I get for trusting people right?
I'm just really glad that I'm at the point in my life where I can process things in a healthy manner. My manifesto for this stage in my life is "Too blessed to be stressed". Things are not always going to work out but as long as I am alive I have an opportunity to make it better. Each day is a new day.






 That's all for now, until next time stay fabu-lous!

Peace, love and happy shopping

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