You would think that by now I would be smart enough to not let anything you say or do hurt me, but somehow I keep letting you hurt me. Everything I promised I wouldn't be I'm slowly becoming. I promised I wouldn't let you hurt me anymore because I'm worth more. Somehow I keep ending up in the same position defenseless. The problem with the situation is that I love you to see past your flaws, even to the point where I blame others for your mistakes. 

I know it's wrong but really it is what it is. I don't want to let go because if I do it will be permanent but you're pushing me in that direction. Sometimes I wish you loved me as much as I love you, sometimes I wish you took hits for me like I did for you, sometimes I wish you defended me like I defended you. The end is here. It's true what they say freedom is expensive, I am freeing myself from you, I understand now that I'm worth more, I deserve more, I will find more. Thank you for the experience. 


That's all for now, until next time stay fabu-lous!

Peace, love and happy shopping

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