INSECURITIES



  INSECURITIES
They sit in the back of my mind, rising every doubt.
Erasing every certainty,
They damage every thought and make me distraught.
These insecurities
They rise up every wall and makes doubt my security.
These insecurities
They measure every worth and damage every thought.
They gather every flaw and breaks me down in all.
They make me feel unworthy of love, trust, life and my dreams.
These insecurities
Cause me anxieties makes me question my maturity.
My flaws
They make me question my choices and my voice.
These insecurities
Makes my feel like I am not enough.
They make me judge my every thought.
These insecurities
They sit in the back of my mind, rising every doubt.
Erasing every certainty, damaging every strength.
My body has become an instrument of  hate and no more of God's peace.
How long will I continue to live in the dark?
 long for peace?
Let the storm cease.
The mind control decrease and release me from this heavy chain.
Let me reign in my own lane and discover my own means.
These insecurities
They tell me I'm not worth the wait and then I start to debate if I deserve love.
This question t gets me every time is "Why do I even try"?
And then I start to cry
Believing my thoughts are who I am.
My insecurities are what defines me.
And then I start to cry
 believing I am not enough.
 That I do not deserve the best and not even less.
And then I start to cry
Believing I am a mess and I can be replaced.
What about  her?
Why can't I be like her?
Why can't my hair be straight and my legs a little slimmer?
Why can't I shimmer?
Why can't my skin glow like her?
Why is my process so slow?
These insecurities
They rise every doubt of security
Defines me in every way and makes feel small
It's a long haul
How long will I continue to live in the dark?
Hope for strength?
 long for peace?
Let this storm cease.












That's all for now, until next time stay fabu-lous!

Peace, love and happy shopping


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